I thought I could come up with reasons
To make excuses for my decisions
There were bad ones worst ones there was one for every season
So I kept thinking,kept writing improvising
For my own statisfaction kept on trying
There were days I kept denying
But I found it the reason i was downwards spiralling
Found myself so lonely
Out of control out of my mind
They say I have a disease
They didn't name it
there is no shame in it
I could see it finally
Was it too late
Last decision to make
For everyone's sake
They resecued me again and now my words are my family
©4050
4