All alone taking advice from them,
Revision would have worked for me.
They told me that if I did it would help,
But it reaped my scalp.
Devastated and shaking like I'm obsessed,
Still won't get the feeling out of the head.
Feelings whispering 'you're not enough'
Like I have no reason to stay.
Life ain't about me only.
Neither is it their solo.
I go out there watching,
And go in there crying.
Not even one can notice my invisible tears..
But my heart can relate to all the pain.
I'm a whole lotta mess
It's always about stress
My life is like chess
But more like a race
I'm depressed, I expressed
All I can say at the moment is Goodnight ❤️
©eugenia
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