Don't know what I'm doing here
Thought there would be no more tears
You used my love
And hit discard
Wish I didn't fall so hard
I shone so bright
But, you drug me in the dark
I'm tired of fighting
You watched me as I fell apart
**Narcissist narcissist
so insecure and yet so vain
Narcissist narcissist
always projecting all your pain
Narcissist narcissist
always the same shit, new day
And I will not live this wayyyy
You cannot make me stay, anymore**
Did you Enjoy your sick victory
You treat like I'm your enemy
Always seeking to defeat
Didn't think I'd be
Crying on the bathroom floor
Hearing you beat on the bathroom door
Wanting to run from this place
please quit screaming in my face
Man what a waste of my damn time
Always falling for the wrong guys
But, it's not my fault
You were charming
you seemed so kind
and I was naive
yeah I was blind
i set boundaries
and you cross the border
yet I still give all my love
and I follow your orders
**Narcissist narcissist
always playing your sick games
Narcissist narcissist
You never take any blame
Narcissist narcissist
always the same shit, new day
And I will not live this wayyyy
No you cannot make me stay, anymore**
I Didn't see the monster in your eyes
I fell for all your bitter sweet lies
Boy you lured me in with your facade
and left cause I started to catch on
I caught on
you say I act like you're some beast
you treated my body like a feast
you needed me to feed all your insecurities
you say it's my responsibility
to rid you of your misery
you only care about your needs
I really need to leave
It's time for me to hit the road
It's time for me to dump this load
I'm ready to run wild and free
Yeah No more controlling me
Cause I'm a woman not your pet
You say I'll come back,
let's make a bet
I have spoken my peace
I've gained the strength
to break your leash
Narcissist, narcissist I know who you really are
Narcissist, narcissist I can't heal your broken heart
Narcissist, narcissist no more tearing me apart
I am running fast and far, I hope one day you find a heart
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