Nobody will ever understand what happened back then,
The damage it left behind like a strain on my sleeve,
A year has gone by now and somehow I still have neglected to let myself really grieve. Though I knew all along that eventually you was going to leave.
Was I caught up in the lies so deep that even the truth was hushed by the thuds my heart as it beated
I'll never know what all really happened back then but it's a nightmare still repeated. And honestly all I feel now is defeated.
They will never understand how my heart and soul needed to believe that love was something for me too,
That I was good enough to be on someone's mind and could see the hurt I was currently going through, I thought that someone was you, that everything you said to me was true.
A tragedy to my tragically living life beneath the screams of my suffering,
I was nothing, felt like something, your voice was comforting, I was disappearing, you brought me to the place I was most fearing, I needed you but none of these words will ever be worth hearing.
©imaginate
J