I haven't spoke in days.
Sometimes I just get lost in my own haze.
I tried over and over to change my ways.
Life has cruely taught me my place.
Look what it's done to my face.
I have fallen from God's grace.
It's hard to see clearly when your view is covered in black lace.
I should have been living life like a marathon not a race.
Most times I find myself angry at things.
I find myself wanting to silence the bird that sings.
How did I get so blind but still I see?
All the pain my loved ones have given me.
I've gone crazy like this worlds made me.
If you look into my eyes you will find my darkened heart.
My soul devoured by the spiders in the dark.
You no longer hear my cries.
My voice was muffled from the start.
Don't you feel bad for me.
I have no family.
This is just my reality.
Death is coming for you and me.
Living a never ending tragedy.
©budmac38
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