When I'm alone
Your words
Play over and over in my head
Erasing my confidence
Oh, How you wish I was dead
I'm only good enough to give head
I'm a loser
A user
Piece of shit
A liar
A baby
I make you sick
Let me ask you this
Why do you want me back if I'm all these terrible things?
Why do you always
say you're sorry?
Why do you beg me
to please come home?
Now, it's so simple to see
What you feel about yourself
you're trying to
inflict on me
The little game
that you play
No longer works
The truth is
You're a jerk
Who made you the judge and jury?
I don't care anymore
what you say
You never made
sense anyway
I know my heart
and what I'm worth
Find someone else
leave me alone
Take your sticks
Keep your stones
God knows
and I know
I deserve more
More than
you have to give
This isn't
how I want to live
All the words
you've said
are dead
Replaced with
kind words
Mantras
in my head
that are true
One thing I know
I will never
go back to you
©kazmac
K