Never hesitate, never regret. in my mind i see the world already has a plan set. in this test, but i do less then thought. i could do more, i stress, big mess, bit of a misfit, i sit by as the clock tick its time. cant get with it. so i slow and watch the grass grow. shows im still undeterred, preferred not to been seen or be part of the herd. no friends so left alone. sent on my own, because i lose control. still trying so just rowing and flowing with this river around me, drowning but holding my happy memories and pretend to be a normal being, its never easy. Nearly in reaching distance but keeps resisting to let me live this life im given. dizzy but gut fizzing with hunger, fill up my lungs. no resting. little depressing. still pressured. shut away in my cage. knowing all my sins are forever measured.. Ag🤯
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