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Never Sober

I think I'm out of mind right now 
When I'm gone don't tell you love me 
I'm taking pills to keep me steady 
But drinking alcohol for pain 
I wanted to die only death can give me peace 
Man, I'm losing myself right now 
God why do you give me problems? 
Why do you pushing me into pain 
Why can't you slap me in the face and tell me I'm useless 
I can't take it anymore 
Yeah, i got it free will, why to? 
I'm never sober to choose 
Can you do it for me God? 
©de_nny