blood inspired thoughts drip from my heart in ashes drip from my wrist I cut sacrificed it all for feeling right here in y body falls no tears from the one I'm dying inside from just a yell that imaginarely that my feelings are not real an like my life that's heart is dead that it should go away I wanted to dance the night away with you buy you things to night because of the purchase of buying things but the meaning of showing that I could be the one for you chambers of my heart suffering an I can not sleep at all these demons visit me an I hear them whispering to my pain to feel better what's on my mind was that I love you an that I always wanted girl like you an now it begins to eat my heart alive I touch my own heart to see if it's real anymore it is rotten decaying polluted an gone after these last words I slit my throat because words seize to mean anything when unwantedness was all that ever loved me as we dance only in this dark dream I kill myself now slowly not being able to cope with the reality that she wanted my friend an never loved me
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