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Never True

Your love has never been true.
Hell I don't know what's wrong with you.
We both didn't make it through our childhoods unscaved.
I've been hurt so much I chose to live in a cave.
They never taught us love.
So now we are as fucked up as they once were.
Most our lives has been a blur.
The cycle should have ended there.
Maybe you and I would know how to care.
Over the years I've tried to become closer to you.
But it's difficult when your love was never true.
We have the same blood coursing through our veins .
Sometimes I feel like I barely know your name.
Sure this sounds like all I do is complain.
Fuck it if that's what I gotta do to stay sane.
We both share some of the same pain.
She abused me and fucked up my brain.
I know she hurt you too.
I wasn't around to shelter you.
Don't hold it against me.
I was escaping her insanity.
He wanted us to be closer.
But we've grown further apart.
It breaks my already broken heart.
I've tried over and over for a new start.
But we don't share the same heart.
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