When you've stared into the abyss long enough its bound to look back,
It slowly breaks you down like a train ran off its tracks,
my heart is like a shattered vase that when put back together the cracks still show,
Scratches are a part of life that never fully go,
Every drop of blood inside me is like a volcano waiting to burst,
As i keep the anger bottled up until myself i start to hurt,
When i wake i feel like im in the ocean with the amount of tears that i cry,
i just want to be a happy me and be with grandad in the sky.
BY A.L.FORDHAM
©amylouise
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