They say if you do wrong , you're supposed to ask God to forgive .
Cause no matter what it is , a sin is a sin .
I'm supposed to change soon but I keep asking myself when .
New vibes , new life .. When is it going to begin ?
I just wanna make it to the stage to actually see my kids.
Have a man by my side that's not going to switch .
I just wanna find all the pieces to this puzzle so everything can finally be fixed .
Just to finally sit back & watch how far I've came to where I begined .
Wanna overcome these fears that puts chills in my skin .
Can't say that I'll forget but deep inside , I'll forgive .
Just so I can let go of these memories that still get to my head .
So I can live off of the these words & mean every word I said .
©dejalaraye
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