The year of 2021 had approached,
A new beginning of decade had rose.
As I stare at the dark sky's stars',
I just feel so devasted and sad.
I can't stop my eyes for tearing up,
I can't stop myself from overthinking.
What if I lost because of not having map?
What if my ride will keep on sinking?
What will happen in this decade?
Can I survived it in this long parade?
What will happen to me 10 years from now?
Could I make it and say in last a word of "wow"?
There's so many possibilities in what will happen in my life,
That will surely put a big fire.
I don't even know if I will still be alive,
And live my life in what I desire.
I have no idea what will happen to me,
I don't literally know if I could make it.
But one thing is so certain and I will permit,
That one day, I will let myself feel so free.
©aesthetic1
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