if your reading this my last text
I wish I knew what would happen next
if I would stay
for another hour or one more day
if I could see a few minutes ahead
I would know how it felt to be dead
if life could have been different for everyone
only if I could see maybe my pain would already be done
I think I have already been to heaven
maybe in a dream so hopefully I'll be let in
if not will there be a fire
will there be I hurting desire
can I walk with the angels in the clouds
with I finally stand alone and still be proud
will anyone on this hell miss me
I mean what's next to be
sorry tried my best
I'm on my way to what's next.
©Charles Du
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