I can't eat
Cause you won't speak
You ignoring me
Cause the wrong way you think.
But its all the contrary..
I can feel my heart start to sink...
Please don't do this to me baby...
I am in my favorite corner where I go to cry
But then I say
Nancy why do I?
Why you act this way?
I honestly like you and that's not a lie!!!
I'm sorry my phone is delaying your calls
I dont realize them
Like last night I really didn't know at all...
Waiting for your call
I'm wondering when???
When will he video me again?
But now you're selfishly mad
And you're not the only one
I'm too and I feel so fucking sad
I keep asking myself what have I done.
I'm a good woman that you could have
But it's very bad
That you allow your thoughts to engage
In a negative pad
My mind starts to widely rage
FIND ME TO COMPLETE THIS SAVAGE!!!!!!
Nothing I can really do
and I won't even beg
My dignity and myself I strongly value
I'm still waiting for you to message....
So throw your silence unto me like before
(tear slides down my left eye)
See if I care...
Go ahead punish me some more
I'm guessing this to you is fair
After showing you how much I can adore
I never denied all I feel for you, that I swear.
©nancypoems
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