I have known pain
It has been my comfort
I have known struggle
It has been my routine
I have known fear
It has been my nightmare.
I need a refrain
I want my suffering to take a vacation
To be able to shield the fragilities
Am tired of the insanity
Because I can't bear it anymore
For it has been my nightmare.
I can't remember the last time I smiled
Happiness has become a story to tell
Cold and bitterness is the epitome of my state
I despise love.
For love has become my worst fear
Paranoia drew closer
When memories of the moments flashes
They are dimmed by the darkness inside
Because love has become my nightmare.
Afraid to trust
Ashamed to lust
Into love I'll never be fast
I'll leave my heart and take my body first,
Caution has been the remedy to my nightmare.
©hushdarlin
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