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no beauty in my eyes..

my eyes weren't meant to be beautiful seeing so many strings I had to pull ,dieing in plain sight without a full,I was suppose to be strong as a bull,so why do I feel like a sheep robbed of it's wool,far from strength yet still I pull the smallest things in life"wishing I could" take a grip of things, I had it for a moment!! when it sung "trying to elude loud explosions from that gun"my life is pain the dark ain't sun,no purpose in life just feeling numb because things aren't sweet "no bubble gum",not wasting tears but freely they run spreading sadness from all walks of fun wanting me to hide from my nightmares....
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