What do I say,
Where do I start,
Guess its finally time,
To speak from my heart,
It's been a long time,
Since I allowed myself to say,
Anything that made me think of you,
But something's different today,
I want you to know,
All this that I've held in,
And I must admit I'm scared,
Cause I'm not sure what will happen,
But besides all that,
I guess I should begin,
Here lately I've been reminiscing,
Of our time way back then,
I'm not sure if I'm yet enough,
Of a changed man to positively say,
That I'm ready to try and love again,
Maybe it's myself that's standing in the way,
But I think of your voice,
When I'm in an empty room,
I think you think of me too,
But I'm not confident enough to assume,
I wish I could touch your heart,
Like I did so very long ago,
And do things right this time,
With this love inside of me I dont let go,
We could both probably agree,
The years haven't been so easy,
And our lives have ended up being,
Something we both know it shouldnt be,
I hope my words mean a little,
More now then you ever could adore,
And it tells you something,
That makes you a little more sure,
That what I have to say is real,
That I love you and perhaps even more,
I've been dying to say all this to you,
Hm, guess these feelings I don't deplore.
©imaginate
J