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NO EXCUSES

Last time i bother u sister
But ur poem request has been granted. This is exactly how it downloaded.
Lord Jesus
I tried to represent you
But once again
I've failed you
Attacked the one's
Who love you
Cause I just couldn't handle
What I was going threw
Once again I fell short
Trying to build
spiritural friendships
Threw real church
Real praise
Real worship
How could I let
The devil curse
This work in progress
Star I'm so sorry
Im so far from perfect
Bruised scarred and broken
You gave me acceptance
Lent me your ear
Helped me begin
To overcome my fears
U didn't judge me
U allways welcomed me
With words of faith
And encouragement
Like a devine friend
I've known forever
Yet just ment
I had to prove myself
But I lost myself
I just thank God
U let me cry it out
I had walls built so high
Then God dropped a Star
From the sky
Touched my heart inside
Thank u 4all ur time
Yes you and ur wife
Were so kind
But time
I cant rewind
And words
I cant take back
I lashed out
Yes that's a fact
NO EXCUSES
But dam
The Moma Sheila
Flash Backs
I guess it hurts so much
I just couldn't handle that
I'm still not ready to accept
That fact
That
My one True Best Friend
Has passed
So yes
I steady
popped them pills
And sipped that drink
Laying my neck back
watching the past
As if it was the present
Like precious moments
I know u might hate me
But just know ur heart and soul
Are golden
And if it's truely
Friendship you sote
just know my heart
is stolen
©actsfire