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No Expectation

In this moment I want to scream.
I want to cry and cry till my eyes run dry.
I want to go back and do it all over again
I know it's not possible to, however life really can change
Fast, so fast didn't know how I've managed to keep my head up.
Most of the time I'm numb with emotions
I feel tore up.
I feel like there is nobody to understand the loneliness and the emptiness that I hold.
Anyways like I was saying,
I'm talking to myself and I don't expect anybody to listen.
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