So afraid of where this might take me,
But this life im forced to play out has broken me,
Every witch way dangers lurk taunting at me,
And with every hopes of recovery something always destroys me,
Again and again, I've seen the silverlight so far ahead of me,
Never have i yet been able to feels its power, its just not for me.
So as this night folds over into the next day, i have decided i no longer will play, play this tragic game you call life, and i choose to whither away, taking my piece off the playing board it can no longer stay. Fear not for it will bring me peace. Or at least conclusiveness over all thoughts about me. I know that my pain can no longer be contained within the heart God has given me. So i hope soon i will finally be free. I loved for this world to one day accept me, nay to acknowledge me, for i thought it was evrryone though it was simply me. I stand noever more. Take me oh darkness. you have waited for so long, standing by my side throughout my entire life. You knew this day would come. So i am not afraid of where this night will take me. Not anymore. Im afraid of this that has me now. Life. I relinquish myself from you. So be glad i am no longer a stain to your being. I am no longer
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J