I gave you everything I gave you all of me
I shared everything with you even the darkest side of me
I believed the things you'd say to me
I didn't know you'd lie to me
I thought we'd get through this shit together
But you never planned on us being forever
You'd tell me what I wanted to hear
It wasnt real it was insincere
You only found fault in me
You never believed in me
You never saw any part of me
You saw only things wrong with me
You said we were meant to be
But you couldn't even stand the sight of me
I was just easy for you
To take advantage of what I was going through
I was so lonely I invited you
I believed and confided in you
My love for you made me blind
You left me an empty heart and a broken mind
For you I cried a 1000 times
But no tear for me I will find
How can you love when your heart is dead inside
You cruel actions were unjustified
Was breaking my spirit done intentionally
Was destroying me always your plan for me
Did you ever have any real love for me
Why didnt I mean anything to you
Why cant you love me too?
I made such a mess of everything
I welcome the peace death will bring
©opheliamie
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