Healing is not just positive vibes.
It's anger , rage , anxiety , depression , disbelief , releasing baggage & toxic relationships (no matter if it's friends or families), crying , meditating , and facing the hard , ugly truths about ourselves.
It's a battle between the spiritual and physical. See , My GG guides me every step of the way. She was there for me like no other whenever mom couldn't be , but God knew I couldn't see her in a casket. He knew it would hurt my heart. I can't believe it's been 2 years now. The pain doesn't go. We just slowly learn to get back up every time. We all have to die someday. I have lost quite a few people along the way. May their souls rest in peace. I hope they've all made it into Heaven.
I keep seeing angel numbers cause I cannot back track , and I can't keep living in the past.
I know my angels have mi familia and I covered. As much as I love my family I have come to a realization that most of them are not my tribe. I may miss some old friends and think about the fun times and great laughs , but we outgrew one another. With all due respect I wish them the best.
©quiara
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