No more war on my part.
I know I said it countless times
then I remembered what u did how u used Miss wannabe and it comes back and I wanna fight
it isnt healthy. not for me at least.
I wish you were differnt.
we could shake hands make peace and walkway.
but that isn't you.
it's me.
I don't need to do or say anything anymore.
I think I have said enough and you know what you did and how I feel.
you are right you are mentally unstable. I am sorry foe you that you feel unwanted and unloved so much so,you are unable to feel love when it's been right before you.
there isn't anything I or anyone can do to make you heal. you have to want it.
you have to get help
admit your addictions to drugs and alcohol
admit the rest. first to yourself them a professional .
if you really wanted to heal there are ways.
all I can do is heal for myself.
I may at this moment still feel resentment towards you,but it qont be for always.
I can't allow you to take that part of me with you.
a part of me wishes the boy I met that night in your arms,well.
this war between us has to finish.
to the best of my ability I will stay true. if you find anything negative it was from the past. I will no longer comment positive or negative. I will stay quiet.
I hope one day you can find the pearl you have been looking for. even if it's your reflection. at least then you will know that you are loved.
©sasha01
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