I've yet to sleep,
since that day.
For,
each time I even attempt such.
Each,
and every time.
Ceaseless tears,
flood my eyes.
This scream,
that seemed as if tethered,
to death,
leaps from my chest.
And I,
deem myself,
this being simply seeking to die.
Sleep,
you worthless being,
I'd state.
Be not,
afraid,
I'd think.
But still,
I'd convulse.
I'd shake.
And,
above all else,
I'd think.
Constant,
rumination.
Constantly,
thinking.
Constantly,
wondering,
why,
was she taken?
Oh,
how her soul,
altered me.
Oh,
to watch her laugh.
Watch,
her play.
Oh,
how such became,
my everyday.
I knew,
of the sickness within this world.
Knew,
how dangerous it is,
to be a little girl.
Now,
every second,
I cry.
For,
each time I blink my eyes,
I see the moment,
I was unable to protect,
my daughter.
Unable,
to protect,
my wife...
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