Pain and more pain
Rain and more rain
Storm after storm
The pain won't stop
Tear after tears
Year after year
Anguish after ambush
And nothing seems to change
My silent cry echoes in the dark
Like a wild animal ready to attack
My already shattered heart
Ripped off my chest
This pain is nothing like the rest
I'm broken
But I'm still whole
I'm dead
But I'm still alive
I'm bleeding
But there's no blood
I'm crying
But I'm still smiling
I'm letting go
But I'm still holding on
I'm mara
But somehow sweet
I'm weak
But I'm still strong
I'm a looser
But still a winner
I sing a song of peace
But dance to the melody of war
I share a table of happiness
But eat from the plate of sadness
I wear clothes of love
But still dressed with hate
I walk in the company of honesty
But deceit is all I get in return
I'm a young woman
Who never wanted to get this far
Who never dreamed of seeing this day
Who if given a chance
Would have ended it all for
Pain is the only language she understands
The only feeling she feels best
Sadly she's still here
Though scared and terrified
She didn't come this far to give up
It's her 24th BIRTHDAY
So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARA_PAIN.
©mara_pain
Call it Small, call it big, call it rogue, Call it whatever you want but LIFE IS A SERIES OF PAIN.
©mara_pain
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