what is next for me
hard to focus
hard to see
hard to breathe
the world is coming down on me.
never know
who is about to come around the corner
jolt and trigger
got my anxieties growing deeper
sweaty hands
eyes are heavy
next thing I know
I'm face down in grass
don't remember the last thing
before this.
I'm pissed.
fired up again.
never does this end.
to be continued for another time.
sit up and depression comes to light.
light is now dark.
dark is now darker.
©number14
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