what's up with you my friends I'm going to boot this on out a little early like before day break..
this has been one shitty...
and to kick that shit off I just got put in that box they make just for people like me I'm stuck in between
do you know no matter what I do how sober I become and how much of an law biding citizen I choose to be I will still be in that one category
that one they make for every one deem junkie at point or another
if you didn't already know once you earn that place you can never get any better no matter how hard you fucken try...
so I'm sitting in my room nice clean and neat sober and tired..
bout ready to blaze a trail right down the junkies trail hang up the the thought of having something better having that time that clearly anyone can see was just not going to japppen for me
as I sit here tapping these words surrounded by the people I have drawn on my wall hearing the muffles of the past standing right out my door
I'm stuck in between in my mind I already there I'm already sober and I have always cared...
I'm not mad about that shit I'm used to being tossed in a box with the lid tighy sealed that's no big deal..
Angela Oaks
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