nobody again I don't no if this is my account or not but shit I don't give a fuck
you poem friends of mine already know who nobody is
Do let me complain before my brain to mush and I forget what Im tapping to even complain about
I'm begining to understand why there is so many people who don't want to be alone after so long you begin to deprive your self of more things than one and you become a mute..
it's not a lie when you they say you need human contact in order to survive if you take away affection the you start to condition your self with your on abuse sitting on your ass abusing yourself and you lonely mind
till you begin to think like what you have been beating into you tucked up mind after awhile when you look into the mirror all you can see is what you were condition to think about you while you abuse you mental capacity
and if someone approaches you in an attempt to show something other then ugly you will begin to shake and get real scared thinking they have to be being nice for a reason I don't think I will see normal again that shit fly with the shit he spit
so here I sit by myself staring at this dam wall waiting on s prince charming that I will only turn down because I'm scared the I will dye with regret because I couldn't accept the fact that so eine was offering me help to get out of s ace that hates the beat of my heart
the struggle I have withing is no where won it's a trick I have tried to convince my brain of that I will leave here whole in one with all my mind that just a litte girl dream
I also see reality I know the ugly truth there is not one single person that would be happy to have me Im just a dreamer living in my dreams where I have found my co fort and s place I made me s bed in my dream is were I live sleep shit and eat
©angelaoaks
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