how have you been all my poem friends hope your weeks not been as shitty as mine.
ok so here I go are ya ready for this rollercoaster
this week takes the cake in the shitty of the shortest of stories s
like everyday i do the same it's like my life is on repeat like I'm an old VHS that can't get unstuck from rewind or something
so I tried to venture out and go outside my lairs den and what do you know shitty just followed me right out the damn door
it's not like I was doing much just cleaning up the trash but you know I could actually smell the air as it hit me right in my face and I felt the wind blow through my hair as it whistled by my ear..
then there was the trouble that always seems to follow whenever there is more than one shitty person..
this is why I stay to myself
I found it to be a waste of fucken time to even speak to a raty bitch standing in front of you trying to act like she is your best friend and I'm not talking about you Brittany so you can just shut your mouth..
I'm talking about the girls that come through my house and smile in my face act like they are all the same and can be trusted while the whole time they are creeping in like the rat they are.
trying to steal whatever it is you might have they want
I declare on this day I laugh in your face you raty bitche if you can hear this now hear this as I tap.. there is not a one thing I have I wouldn't have freely gave. but you can just continue to be the raty bitch you are because in the end that's all you will ever be is a shitty raty sneaking bitch to me...
moving on I can't seem to make my dog remember to take her piss somewhere besides my living room you know that little girl will take her prissy ass right outside and hold her little piss till she comes the right back in and this is were she pops a squat were I have to live and smell her piss everyday..
so here I am sitting in this pissy house scrubbing these shitty floors trying my best to make through this..
getting no where no time soon
feels like I have the whole world sitting right on my shoulders with anybody's care.
it's like they all have in in for me in my head all I can see is all these people who say they have word and are good be shitty to me and they all think I will just lay there and take it..
are they stupid do they not see me in this dam window taking everyone's shit as they throw it getting the short end of the stick with each times it gets drawn or is this the reason they think they can get over on me...
I have news for all you people you see me here today like you did yesterday you see my hell in which I live and I bet you even feel my pain and you never stopped to actually take a look at this picture in this frame you only seen this story for what you could take what you could gain...
and I was the one to suffer through it I know it's going to kill you when you hear this but I will say it anyway.
I'm almost at the end of this life it's almost time for me to reincarnate and I'm straight you raty bitch so keep hating I have endured all the pain that I was intended for me to endure, I have suffered through and saw this story through now I'm leaving all you sitting here stuck in this dam book and while you thought you was better then me taking what you could I always knew that I was just fighting to make it to the next chapter
and have you know it, I succeeded Im almost the person I am supposed to be reincarnating to somewhere besides here. I hear you say you don't care and that fine with me I always knew you never would care and im cool with that y'all was never better then me I was just stuck with no light to see and y'all was the people that was there who could have helped and instead laughed and made it harder for me
Im grateful for all you shitty people you only made me a stronger me and like I have to say I will always be a better woman then any of you bitches that could have helped and didn't only took , I will always be the woman that remained the same with my respect and you will always be the bitch that spread your legs for any one that whispered in your ear...
Angela Oaks
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