No peaceful moments since you passed away
A constant struggle to make it through each day
Every morning i wake and the bed is empty on your side
I throw the covers over my head and hide
And then tears start flowing rivers down my cheeks
How can i live a lifetime without you I can't even survive 3 weeks
the hardest part about all this
I have to stay here without you for our kids
I welded 2 Cresent wrenches a few saw blades and some tools for a memorial at the road side
I go almost every day its infront of big 5 where you died
I sometimes sit there crying for hours
I put white roses there today and lots of pretty flowers
I wrapped led lights around the candles and and everything
This still feels so unreal i keep hoping its all a dream
I would gjve my life to get to hold you one last time
I often scream at you when im in the car why did you leave me behind
You are my soulmate we were meant to be together
Im stuck her for the rest of my life it feels like forever
©opheliamie
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