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Not a Joke

Family and friends taking what I'm feeling as a joke 
Like it was something I just made up
My struggle with PTSD is real and painful 
And I'm feeling broke 
My thoughts and feelings noone cares to see
They tell me PTSD is hard to believe 
They don't see what all I'm going through 
And how everyday is hard for me to  make it through 
Memories and Flashbacks I have are not pretend 
I'm truly struggling 
As I wait for them to come to an end
I've cried out for help
Yet noone seems to hear 
Leaving my heart shattered 
With constant fear
And my emotions hard to bear 
It's  been robbing me of my peace 
And my sanity is starting to plummet down steep 
My hope for surviving is fading away 
More and more each day
No I'm not asking for pity 
Just understanding 
PTSD is real 
And I need help to truly heal
©mrsadams