Why did you have me I often ask,
You could never complete any task.
What did you think when you saw me,
Did I not fill your heart with glee?
Why didn't your instincts kick in?
Why did you commit so much sin?
Why did you never love me?
That was always clear to see.
I don't know what I did to you,
I didn't deserve what you put me through.
Years of questions building up every day,
Never knowing how it ended this way.
Passed around over the years,
Surrounded by so many fears.
You chose your man over your kid!
Denying every bad thing that he did!
Family members tried so hard to make you see,
The way you acted was hurting me.
You never cared it was all about you,
You were never a mother you didn't know what to do!
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