R

Not a poem but lyrics

-day after day i wake up and i feel out of breath
-i lost a huge interest at things i once wanted
- doctors told me nothings wrong
-nothings blocking your lungs
-you should breathe just fine
-i knew it was anxiety when i heard that line
- what do i do now if its nothing physical
- mind playing tricks on me repeating every past visuals
- my father deported and my family crying
- my loved ones started dying
- eating cookies and milk id get at school
- broke asfk no money no food
- smoking weed with the homies
-running from the police
- getting shot at for wearing wrong clothes
- the label gang banger from head to toes
-now why is everything coming back to me ? And why now
- why after i graduated and I'm planning to move towns ?
- is it cuz i still have no cents in my pocket ?
- girl telling me it's in my head just blovk it
- how will i do that if it feels real ?
- is the evil comimg for me ? I promise i won't squeal
- just stop fucken playing w me
- stop fucking me mentally
- just answer my questions lord please ?
-I feel like you ain't hearing or answering my prayers
- I'm slowy losing hope I'll probably see you sooner than later .
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