-the endless rain
-the endless pain
-thats now in my mind everyday
-every night i ask god why
-shit gotta be the same
-i know I'm the blame
-but can you save me from this fucken anguish ?
-lord please i can't manage
-just give me some guidance
-cuz if not ima really lose it
-and do something stupid
-ive socked the wall continuously
-now my knuckles don't even bleed
-the wall bleeds for me
-no blood running down my fingertips
-the blade breaks when it touches my wrist
-and my anxiety is at its highest, why do i even exist?
-my mind is everywhere it's a fucken mess
-i point the 22 to my dome with my bulletproof vest
-i shoot and it misses
-why do you have me here i wanna end my existence
©rmmmmm
R