-as im looking to the light and take my lasts breathes
-my mind has never been more clear and calm sense
-I'm laying in a pool of blood thinking
-what the fuck got me here in the first place my hearts still beating
-I'm murmuring a couple words to my mom -would they be the last i thought?
-is this how im suppose to die ?
-18 years of life and i have poetry that still hasn't been heard yet
-lord what did i do ? Wait am i forgiven and heaven set ?
-suddenly everything turns black and colorful pictures appear
-its my family back 9 years
-I'm smiling and hugging my father my mom holding my sister i hope she knows i love her
-and every memory of my life starts playing
-from 3 with diapers to 15 when moms was praying
-why didnt i just stay as the quiet kid ?
-the quiet kid with good grades and accomplishments
- everything happened so quickly and i didn't even have time to blink
-my childhood and my father taken from me at an early age
-had to take care of mom and did alot of things for some pocket change
-i was drugged and numb but who's the blame ?
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