I'm not a quitter
I am a trigger
I've seen them come and go
best friends, boyfriends
acquaintances I have known
they are all just passing through
on their way to better things
leaving behind what they outgrew
I'm not mad, maybe a little sad
still thankful for the times we had
I could have followed
or even led the way
but one by one they moved forward
and stuck here I would stay
sometimes I daydream
visions of doing the same
cleaning it up
pulling it together
reuniting with them all
but instead of going forward
further down I fall
waiting for rock bottom
or waiting just to die
it's easy not to care
when all that really matters
is staying high
©miramask
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