You will never know how uncomfortable and how uneasy I feel.
What happened last week was real.
You put me in a position.
Now I'm not sure what will be.
There now is a big attitude that has been thrown my way.
How dare you make me look like a bad person in anyway.
I have done nothing but good for you and your child.
Now look what has become.
Your 5 minute conversation made an impact.
There is no going back.
Thank you for sharing our personal stuff.
It will take awhile for me to heal.
I cry everyday.
For the trust and confidentiality we lost that day.
I admit I was wrong to do what I did the next day.
However the two are very different .
You see your child will always be apart of our relationship every week.
My mishap you dont really have to see.
Each week my mishap does not live with you and me.
Maybe one day you will see what this has done.
This has destroyed me.
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