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Not in control

It is the feeling of 
Living in fear
Everyday not knowing 
What it's going to bring 
Flashbacks from that night 
Causing constant nightmares 
Waking up with chest pain
Nightsweats
Can't even control my emotions right now 
 I'm constantly
Up and down
Am I going insane 
Tell me
I'm so close to the edge right now 
And I'm ready to take that final step off
©mrsadams