I'm not in the mood...
Something's gone down in the hood...
Just started wandering in the woods...
No talks, no drinks, no food...
When will my choice do me good?
Pills in my mind, and my pains brood...
Thoughts getting louder, but people around me misunderstood...
When will my soul taste a peaceful livelihood?
My senses make no sense; weighing lighter than cottonwood...
I thought I would be great, but there's less likelihood...
Depression's trying to control me...
My pictures on walls extol me...
Even my pills cajole me...
The ghettos of gangs enrol me...
My guilt like filth would scold me...
Weakened immune, I'm crawling...
Searching for peace, my soul needs...
It's breaking and cracking the whole me...
The greed and the hope that sold me...
letting my conscience troll me...
I'm trying to get it, don't hold me...
Look at pains befall me...
Even the devils eyeball me...
Just like curses enthrall me...
hold me.. the bold me... don't you recall me?
I'm not weak, but I'm crying...
I know I'm sick, but I'm trying...
I got no wings, but I'm flying...
I'm creepled: I got no sticks, but I'm walking...
I got no sight, but I'm hoping...
Tomorrow will be shining...
something's gone down in hood!
Tabally.
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