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Not just for Valentines

I just want you to know
Every single gift I made you I thought of before I even remembered valentines day was coming.....
Every drawing, every poem, every bit of music I learnt to play for you.
I hope you don't mind me making you these little gifts because.... It gives me pleasure
I don't do it because a holiday is coming
I do it because I love you and its how I express that.
I am very shy and sometimes talking fails me..... So I draw, write and play the piano.
There not just gifts for gifts sake,
There me opening up my heart to you, laying my soul bare for you to see and say what I can't in a simple sentence.
I just want you to know that.... And how hard that is for me to do. I feel exposed and vulnerable.
But most of all I want you to know how much I trust you for me to be able to do that with you.
I love you so much ♥
©ayumu