Not Me

No not me,
Not this time
lemme be,
don't dare me
don't even try
lemme be free,
free from reality
deep in my fantasy,
You had your shot
stupidly,
you lost
but at what cost?
Don't approach me
you a roach
a sting filled flea,
No,
Not me.
Not me,
my heart says no
that i have to let go,
Don't try me
I'm not me
No,not me,
but you can come find me
i need me,
i'm lost
in my souls wails
i need one to direct my sails,
but if you find me
just leave me
for I'll only need me.
lost but free
I'll seek happy me,
sad life,
no,not me
this time lemme be.
©bardee