I find it hard to be around her,
I can't even talk to her the way I use to,
And now I don't know what to do,
I don't know how to act around her anymore,
Even if I try my body won't let me,
Its frustrating,
The thing is I always want to be around her,
I always want to find an excuse to see her,
But the truth is I'm lost without her,
A lot boy with a really big heart,
And a really deep scar.
©shinku
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