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Not Ready..

As I sit here and smile listening to the conversation in my head
The tanacity...the eagerness.. the newness of our union.
Not aware od the out come or having a care in the world about what could happen
Just happy to feel a feeling bursting open in the both of us
Excited to know more..to grow more..to recieve more ..
In all of that we still was not ready..
As things begin to grow and feelings begin to show that we couldn't ignore
Walking a little to swiftly to walk through this mysterious door
Taking a chance together not even knowing the reason now or before
We were not ready..
Came in the both of us with our luggage to unpack not caring what was there
Comforting one another with no hesitation trying to run away from despair
Broken feeling the same pains from diffrent situation..wow so unaware
yet and still we were not ready..
Unfolding..unfolding..pain we were trying to release became our own
Wrapped up deep not sure of what to do
thought we were finding happiness but still ended up alone
We thought we were ready
Even though love developed it was from the wrong place at a desperate time
So now we suffer with something that needed to be pure but it was damaged
Now there is new pain on top of the old we already had..wanted to be ready
Unfortunately we were not ready..
💎Nakia Wallace💌
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