I fall asleep to my death.
Hoping to take just one more breath.
All around me, are voices that I hear.
Stepping into my own nightmare, is what I fear.
My eyes are closed, to what I wish I can see.
My body is bruised, time I was free.
I hear my mom crying and pleading me not to leave.
These words I am hearing, I wish I could believe.
My father touched my hand, and his goodbyes were heartfelt.
My best friend said words to my heart it did melt.
I wish they could have told me everything from their heart when I was alive.
Now is not the time, or the place, in which I had strived.
My boyfriend thought he loved me,
Now holding on to another girl, as he is setting me free.
His words, you are my forever, I do not believe.
As my body is being buried in the ground.
I just want to wake up, and turn everything around.
But I can't and I am not ready to die.
This is so frightening, I won't lie.
As my soul leaves my body, it doesn't go to the light.
It's staying around, for another good fight.
So whoever wished death upon me,
They never won, because now I am free.
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