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not sure what's left

are dates been changed to 1 p.m. today not sure what's left that keeps me staying
dont want to stay for what's left I knew what it meant when you got the new job with a 12 hour shift but I feel like a three-hour date with yourself could have been us so now I'm fighting back tears of wanting you here you say you get both sides yours and mine you seem to forget I miss our dates our memories between you and i but I don't want to fade I don't want this relationship to be a hit and miss but I don't feel like it's a steady course between us that still exist the things that I miss between us the car rides lunches music together deep meaningful conversations which I feel like at times I can't even release anymore and you want to know why I'm so quiet with us currently talking
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