I haven't been feeling good today.
I know the correct term is well, but I feel like good is a better adjective.
I have cried twice and held back even more while balancing a menacing weight on my shoulders.
Has your heart ever felt so heavy that you begin to think you are dragging it on the ground? That is how I feel today.
I feel like something broke, and the only thing my mind wants to focus on is the exhaustion coursing through my veins and how hard the blood has to work to push through.
Every step makes me want to collapse into my bed and just close my eyes.
Even writing this I don't feel like I am worth it.
These tired eyes can't stay open forever and my mind is threatening to lock down.
I can't function.
This machine is feeling alittle rusty.
I just hope I can start moving the gears again.
©katherine
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