I used to be so full of life
I used to be so happy
I used to smile and laugh a lot
I used to be so care free
But now I'm sadder then I've ever been
my minds shut down
it no longer wonders
My hearts turned cold
it aches with grief, everytime it beats
My breaths are shallower
My bodies tired
my throats warn out from swallowing down my tears, my minds tired of shoving everything deep down inside
everyday I wish that I would die
God or the Devil please take me
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