Please don't
break my heart,
Not you.
I've been a soldier
like I promised to do.
I am alone,
and that's not good
I don't love myself
as much as I should.
How can you
Turn your back on me?
Pretending not to see
I fell in love with you
although
You warned me not too
I know!
I pretend I don't care
you aren't playing fair
Why don't you say the part
where you'll never love me back
right from the start
Instead you allow
me to feel like a fool
I guess
I am delusional
thinking we shared
something cool.
It's nothing new.
you spit your game
it's no surprise
you're all the same.
Heidi Shavill
2019
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