Alone
Yes there was a time when this loneliness was haunting me
When I missed you so much
When I cried for you
When I craved to spend days and nights with you
When your ignorance was hurtful
I used to fulfill your all wishes and whims though they're deadly
I had never considered greives you gave shock I yielded by you tears you gifted, harshness of you
Yes there was a moment it was too difficult for me to even live a single second without you
I was very afraid of losing you
How many times had I waited for you
How often I was traumatized
Where were you in my lonely hours
Where were you in my horrible nights
I never had you
You never hugged my trembling hands
You never consoled my glistening eyelids
And I never felt your warmth
And I never felt you ,your closeness ,your belongingness to me
This so called relationship niether it contained trust nor love
One was blind in it other was insincere
One was bleeding in it other was heartless
One was selfless in it other was unaware
One was naive in it other was untrustworthy
So its okay to let you go
So its okay to let you free
Because I created my own illusions my own fantasies
Now my happiness,sadness, traumas,failures,heartbreaks,
Loneliness, solitude,emptiness, paleness,smiles,whims,wills,
Dreams,thick and thins, success, silence,harshness, cruelty,
Ruthlessness, days and nights are all limited to me
©my_poetry
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